“Matt, do you want to go for a walk before
breakfast,” Christy asked this morning? Normally we walk before breakfast. We
get up, spend some time in devotions, and then go for our morning preamble. We
walk a particular route of two miles in our neighborhood, taking around 28
minutes and 30 seconds, give or take. Spring, summer, fall, and winter you will
find us stumping around our neighborhood. Christy, the ever-loving sacrificial
spouse even gets up at 5:30 A.M., in the deep dark of winter, to accompany me
on my morning rounds. As required, we bundle up. This morning, however, I
thought before I answered. This sunrise found us at her parent’s cabin in
Cloudcroft, New Mexico.
I paused before answering. A walk from her
parent’s cabin entails hills. Located on a pine-shaded bluff overlooking the
highway that enters Cloudcroft from the east, her parent’s cabin sits on high
ground. Unlike the roads around Lubbock, all the roads in the area climb and
fall, rather steeply at times. In Lubbock, I never think about hills or rise
and fall. We have rise and fall. The few times I’ve ridden a bike or run in
Lubbock, I’ve become aware of the topography; but only in an academic sense. I
know that Quaker, which runs north and south near my house gently climbs as you
head north. Things in Cloudcroft are much different, requiring an adjustment in
how I view things. Am I willing to head out on a walk which will raise my heart
rate along with my elevation? In winter, I think about the conditions of the
road; whether walking or driving. Do I wish to navigate the grade? While on
walks and I look at cabins as places to stay, making mental note about which
ones would require a four-wheel drive in the snows of winter…almost all. My
point of view has changed.
A relationship with Jesus calls us to such
radical change. Walks around my neighborhood in Lubbock are casual affairs with
little thought to cardiovascular affect. If I want to push myself in Lubbock, I
must increase the pace. Getting past the drive, which slopes downhill, will
elevate the heart-rate here in Cloudcroft; which may say quite a bit about my
sedentary life. The simple act of walking is quite different here. Jesus calls
me to such a change. Simple adjustments do not come near the radical alteration
He desires. Life with Jesus implies a totally new approach; a new viewpoint. He
wants to remake me, to lift me into the rarified atmosphere of His presence,
and that changes everything. I no longer view the world and those who travel
its surface like I used to.
Often I make the mistake that somehow
Jesus just wants to clean me up, make me presentable; spiritually speaking as
it were. Jesus wants so much more, demands it in fact. He wants to totally
remake me, top to bottom. We’re not talking about a nick of paint here, a touch
of spackle there. No, Jesus wants to totally renovate, knocking out walls,
adding new rooms, tearing out old dark and dingy spaces. He wants to radically
change how I view things, how I make my decisions, and how I interact with the
community around me. I often want to continue on my easy morning walk. Jesus
wants me to go to a new and different level. Before acquiescing, He urges me to
count the cost.
And that is particularly challenging for
us as Christians today. We, in our Western culture, want things easy. We like
drive-through Christianity as it were. We’ve settled for a homogenized anemic
version of Christianity. We don’t mind cleaning up a bit, scrubbing off some of
the more obvious stains, but do not wish to embrace the stringent call of
Christ. Jesus calls us up and out. He wants to take us into the rarified air
and that stretches our lungs. Loving those who are different is not easy.
Laying down our lives, taking risk, sacrificing our comfort does not come easy.
We want the safety and comfort of the flatlands, terrain that does not elevate
the heart-rate. Submission to Christ, being His disciple, does not allow for
such an anemic response. He reaches out to us, drawing us into a new existence,
one where we no longer view things as we used to. From altitude, we see things
more clearly. Looking at pictures from Cloudcroft the sky seems more vibrant,
less subdued, clouds crisper, more dramatic. Jesus wants a similar effect on
our spiritual vision.

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