The Cab

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     Perched on a crumbling old outcrop of limestone the Roadrunner’s obsidian eye glittered as he surveyed the sun drenched state highway 67, looking for the next lizard. Luxuriant South Texas desert flowers brought on by spring rains lingered in the warm early morning glow as the Roadrunner’s eyes ran up and down the lonely stretch of highway. The low thrum of tires slowly grew to the north and east, piquing the mottled bird’s attention. A ’67 Chevy pickup crested the low ridge, picking up speed as it trundled down the highway. A short, narrow bed truck with robin’s egg blue paint faded by relentless Texas summers, its straight-six engine hummed like a mad Singer sewing machine. The Roadrunner tracked the truck as it scuttled, beetle like, down the road disappearing into the bright morning light. Blinking, the Roadrunner returned to scanning.
     Mike reached over and adjusted the small portable tape deck, seeking a position for the loudest sound possible out of the tinny speaker. Stiff springs thumping from one asphalt strip to the next tended to shift the tape deck around on the dash, requiring continual adjustment. The Police’s “One World (Not Three)” bounced off the buggy windshield and back at Mike before glancing around the steel interior of the cab. Leaning forward to rectify the tape-deck position exposed the sweat stain on the back of the old kaki shirt. Mike reached over and fiddled with the driver’s side wing window. Devoid of air-conditioning the cab of the pickup heated up rather quickly; even in the cool spring morning.  Properly positioned the wing window directed a cooling jet of air up the sleeve of Mike’s shirt and onto his chest. The windy cab of the truck tousled Mike’s longish brown hair sticking out from underneath a decrepit felt Stetson. The sweat stained hat once belonged Mike’s grandfather. Now, festooned with a faded blue bandana, it perched on the back of Mike’s head giving him a rakish look; at least in his mind. Glancing down at the bulging backpack, Mike thought of the hours of interviews, data, and photos carefully packaged in the scruffy old A.L.I.C.E. pack.
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     Dr. Moreland leaned back in his office chair, looking over at Mike, “Well, this is a pretty ambitious project for a freshman journalism major. Do you really think you can complete it on time?”
     “Yessir, I do,” replied Mike, “I think it’s important.”
     “Why do you think it’s important?”
     Mike thought of the Immigration and Naturalization Service raid on the El Torro restaurant where he worked. The panic, frenzied bolting, and cries of, “Migra! Migra!” still remained fresh in his mind. He’d lost several casual friends to deportation that day. Unable to produce the required ID on the spot, one of the cooks had spent a couple of days in detention while his family frantically searched for the required documentation.
     “Well, sir,” it seems very important for me to understand why we send, otherwise peaceful and productive people back against their will. Also, during the process, we detain people who’ve done nothing wrong simply because they are brown, have dark hair, speak with an accent and do not have enough ID in their possession. That seems a bit unfair to me.”
     “Well,” began Dr. Moreland through steepled fingers, “if you’re willing to put in the necessary background research. I suppose I’ll let you do the project. It could be fun and instructive at that. You’ll need to produce a good feature length article once you gather all the material. Perhaps, if it’s good enough, we can run it in the campus newspaper.”
     “Thank you sir! I’ll certainly do my best,” Mike replied as he gathered his things, stood up and reached for the door.
     “One more thing,”
     “Yessir?”
     “Sketch out a plan for what you intend to do, listing all the different people you plan on talking to and then drop it by my office Monday. I don’t want you to spend several weeks working off a plan that is fundamentally flawed or beyond your abilities to execute,” said the now smiling Dr. Moreland.
     “Will do, sir,” replied Mike as he stepped out of the office into the quiet corridor and walked off grinning and humming to himself.
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     And so this journey which had led him to Del Rio, South Texas began. Mike enjoyed the background research in the library, roaming the stacks and reading various periodicals, building up a base of knowledge about illegal aliens, or as many preferred undocumented persons. He’d dropped off his plan with Dr. Moreland; who insisted upon sitting down and going over it. He’d made relatively few changes, most of which made sense. He’d required Mike to make contact with all the people and institutions he planned on talking to, securing their tacit approval for an interview.
     Surprisingly his boss at the El Toro refused to be interviewed on record; however, he did find a welcome at Gridley’s Meat Packing. In fact, Mr. Gridley himself offered to be interviewed and to take him on a personal tour of the factory. He’d come away from that interview a bit shocked. Mr. Gridley had met him in a dark paneled office, replete with a massive oak desk, brass accouterments, and comfortable squeaky ox-blood leather chairs. They’d chatted amiably with Mr. Gridley answering all his questions frankly. Mike had thought Mr. Gridley would squirm when queried about his use of undocumented migrant labor; instead he clearly articulated his position, claiming that he could not hire U.S. citizens to do the work. After the interview, Mr. Gridley offered to show Mike around the factory. An offer he readily accepted.
     He found the tour appalling and intriguing.  Man and automated machine combined to make astonishingly rapid work of the large carcasses that streamed off the killing floor. Intensely focused men wielded vicious looking saws as they quickly disassembled cattle into the component pieces of Chuck-Roast, Ribs, and T-Bones. The dangerous equipment rapidly and expertly handled took Mike’s breath away. The rank gore that used to be a cow was carted and washed away, leaving only bits and pieces for packaging. It was the killing floor that stunned.
     As required by law all cattle were stunned into unconsciousness prior to killing. Once rendered unconscious machinery and men with knives moved in. Block, tackle, and chains hoisted the senseless cattle and men with knives eviscerated them, sluicing the gore into the deeper bowls of the factory for differing uses, some small portion eventually discarded as useless. The process astonished with its quickness and precision. The men and machines wasted very little as profit required complete utilization. But still the killing floor shocked.
     The relentless rendering of living animals into carcasses remained a vivid memory. All the bellowing and men sloshing through the entrails from one animal to the next left Mike quiet. Mr. Gridley noticed Mike’s pensive stare, “Hard to take isn’t it?”
     Mike mumbled agreement.
     “Men can’t stay there very long. This is why I have to hire illegals,” Mr. Gridley shouted over the hideous noise. “No one can take this for very long. Most Americans refuse and find other work. Illegals need a starting place and even they don’t stay for long. As soon as they get their bearings, they find other work and move on.” Mike was glad to turn in the white coat and loaner hard-hat, but the noises and smells had stayed with him as he worked on the project.
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      A few days and several hundred miles later found himself walking into the Border-Patrol station in Del Rio, Texas. A pleasant looking man, clad in a dark green uniform, examined his credentials, a couple of letters, driver’s license, and student ID, carefully before ushering him into a cool office where he met Captain Jim Anderson, commander of the Del Rio station. Anderson, a grizzled man who occupied a nice office with a view of the sun-backed scrub east of Del Rio, sat and chatted with Mike for a few minutes, feeling him out. Mike glanced around the office noting the “I Love Me” wall common in all governmental offices. Pictures of Anderson shaking hands with numerous officials, including a couple of presidents, competed with citations and other mementos of a successful career. After a few minutes, Anderson walked Mike into a break area and introduced him to Agent De Zavala.
     Agent De Zavala shook Mike’s hand in friendly greeting, waving him toward a seat at a table covered in paperwork. Jaime, De Zavala’s first name, strode over to a counter where a large silver bullet (tall chromed coffee pot) steamed. Pausing as he poured a large mug, he asked, “Want some?”
     “Yes, pleas,” Mike responded.
     “Cream, sugar?”
     “No, black is fine.”
     “Good, I can’t stand foo-foo coffee,” Jaime grinned. He returned to the table, depositing a hot cup of strong smelling coffee in front of Mike. “So what’re you doing that requires you to ride around with me for a couple of days?” And so, the questioning began. While CPT Anderson’s were perfunctory, designed to ensure Mike was who he said he was, Jaime’s were detailed and conversational, drawing Mike and his story out. After a few minutes of pleasant interrogation, Mike found himself in a green Dodge rumbling down Gibbs Street through Del Rio, past businesses and a residential area to the south. Eventually they turned onto Cinegas Road, which followed a railroad as it passed west. Residential areas and consumer businesses gave way to warehouses and small manufacturing complexes. The crackling radios provided a backdrop as Jaime explained his work to Mike. “Basically, I play cowboys and Indians with the illegals. They come across and I spend my days trying to catch them before they move north. I’ll catch a guy two or three times and then never see him again. And I know that they don’t go back.”
     Cinegas Road turned into a small dirt track which still followed the railroad. “This is Vega Verde. It runs along or near the railroad for several miles west of town,” Jaime said over the rumble of a caliche road and radios.
     “Why are we out here,” Mike asked?
     “Well, a freight-train is leaving about now and I want to check it out,” Jaime replied as he wheeled the, now dusty, Dodge onto the side of the road and parked.
     “You see, as the trains leave Del Rio they travel slowly and men will climb on board, hoping to catch a ride north. If I catch them before they pick up speed I can get any illegals off. Wait too long and they pick up speed making it hard to get on and get them off. Look here comes one now!”
     Mike looked down the track where Jaime pointed and sure enough, a freight train slowly grumbled down the track toward them. Instinctively Mike shrunk back as the locomotives thundered past and the ground quaked. The engineer waved as they roared by.
     “Watch the hopper cars,” Jaime yelled, “They get in the spaces where the car slants up and get some shelter from the elements.” The two of them watched as the train ground past slowly picking up speed. “There are some! Wait here!”
     Mike watched bemused as Jaime ran up to the moving freight, swung on board, and soon three illegals tumbled out onto the coarse gravel followed by Jaime. Very quickly the four dusty men joined Mike. Obviously pleased with himself, Jaime spent a few moments dusting himself off while the three illegals stood there, blinking in the bright afternoon sun. Mike wondered why he did not hand-cuff the three men and asked.
     Jaime smiled as the three detainees crowded into the back seat of the Dodge, “Normally once they are apprehended they become very compliant. They understand that we will take them, process them, put them on a bus, and drive them over. If they’re caught near meal-time they get hot chow.” Mike listened as his guide chatted with the three men, impressed at the casual nature of the interrogation. Very quickly Jaime earned the trust of the men, extracting such items as time and date of crossing, home town, and reason for coming across the border. The process seemed very collegial; not at all what Mike had expected. These and other memories gleamed in Mike’s mind as he drove down the highway toward Del Rio and the border crossing.
     Slowly, piece by colorful piece, a picture grew in Mike’s mind. The mosaic revealed a complex issue with various actors driven by diverse needs and wants all converging on a sliver of ground marked by an itinerant river. Modern political sensibilities did not take into account the centuries of human experience driving periodic migration. Mike ruminated as he downshifted coming out of Del Rio; the engine whining as what little speed he’d developed bled away. Highway 239 curved heading south to the border. Off to the east houses slowly faded into a patchwork of fields. Just past the curve he spotted a hitch-hiker.
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     The hitch-hiker stood, thumb out, with a rather dusty back-pack leaned against his jeans clad leg. Next to the pack a guitar case collected dust on the ground. Like Mike he sported a beard with longish brown hair. A worn “gimmie” hat leaned back on his head revealing an open smiling face. He appeared to be that indiscriminate “college age.” Mike downshifted again, stood on the breaks, scrunching to a stop as swirling dust caught up with him. “Where are you headed,” he asked the panting young man?
     “Well, I thought I’d go across the border and check things out.”
     “That’s where I’m headed. Toss your pack in the back.” The young man smiled, hefted his ruck into the bed of the truck, got in, slammed the door shut, and offered his hand.
     “My name’s Jerry. What’s yours?”
     “Mike, glad to know you.” The small blue truck lurched a bit as Mike wheeled it back on to 239. “I thought I’d head across the border to Ciudad Acuna and check things out; maybe get something to eat and wander around the market.”
     “Sounds great, do you mind if I tag along?”
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     “Not at all,” and so they day wound on. Crossing over into Mexico proved very easy a goodbye wave to the U.S. border guards followed by a casual examination of drivers licenses and they were across. New sounds and smells greeted them. Driving aimlessly they wandered the streets of Ciudad Acuna. The old truck thumped across rumble strips as they passed schools; eventually locating a market area. They stuffed baggage into the cab and locked the doors, setting out on foot.
     Passing store front haberdasheries, they turned down a narrow street whose shops spilled their goods out across the sidewalk, tempting passersby with such items as leather hats, jackets, and boots. They enjoyed the loose logic of the stores.  A few stores offering leather goods slowly faded into stores peddling pottery. Very shortly they wandered among stalls hawking embroidered shirts, dresses, and blankets. All along the way salesmen urged them to carefully examine the offered wares. They shouldered past women trundling recent purchases home in wire two-wheeled carts. Children ran in between them all chasing a tattered soccer ball. The sun slanted through plastic awnings; the bright primary colored light lent a festive air to the boisterous scene. Eventually Mike stopped at a stall with shelves full of brightly colored blankets. He and the owner engaged in a few minutes of barter, a few pesos changed hands, and they moved on with a crinkly bundle. Eventually their wanderings led them past a stall with row upon row of gleaming glass bottles filled with amber liquid. The warm late morning sun cast amber blotches on the floor. A helper languidly packed bottles in a box lined with clumps of straw colored packing material. Again after a few minutes of discussion and sniffs of an uncorked bottle they left with a gurgling package emanating faint whiffs of vanilla. Soon other aromas crossed their path.
     Somewhere nearby meat sizzled on a grill. Hunger, aroused by odors wafting on the breeze, steered their wandering feet. Very quickly they found themselves seated at the El Tapatio Grill with plates of well-seasoned meat, rice and beans. They dined on copious helpings of grilled goat washed down with refrescos to dampen the spice ignited flames. Well sated, stomachs distended, they sat, watching the world swirl past their table. Eventually they paid their bill, collected their bundles, and headed back to the truck where they found things as they had left them.
     In the heat of middle of the afternoon they loaded up the truck and pointed her in the direction of the border crossing. Slowing, wending their way through the dusty hazy crowded streets, they approached the border crossing. Mike silently steered the old Chevy through the clogged street; patiently rowing through the three speed. Mentally reviewing the day’s activities he stumbled upon a problem; who was the man sitting next to him? He’d only known Jerry for a few hours. He knew almost nothing about him; nothing of substance, nothing that mattered. A sense of doom and paranoia settled over Mike like a heavy wet blanket.
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     Paranoia, an old friend, had lived with Mike the past couple of years. He’d engaged in a variety of questionable and illegal activities. Due to certain changes in his life, he’d left such things behind, embracing a better future; one that involved education. In his past he’d learned to fear the authorities, turning away from possible encounters. Now, in the cab of his truck amid the honking, jerking traffic the old dread returned with a vengeance. After discussion with the Border-Patrol, he knew what was coming. He and Jerry fit the profile of miscreants, long hair, loud music, beards, and an old truck. These salient facts would elicit a more thorough inspection upon their return. No polite hand wave of admittance waited for them at the border. Instead, he expected a careful examination of papers and a possible search with dogs. The bright red, white, and blue waved from across the bridge, beckoning him forward. He had a short distance to make up his mind and do something to ensure a quiet crossing. He considered asking Jerry to hop and walk across the border on his own. But his sense of hospitality rebelled. How could he just kick someone who he’d offered a ride to out in a foreign country? It seemed so callous and unfriendly. Desperate he decided to try a different plan.
     “Hey Jerry, I know this is none of my business, but do you use drugs,” he stammered? Jerrys blank look did nothing to ease his inner turmoil. Plunging ahead he went on in what he hoped was a friendly tone, “I mean, I’m not passing judgement, you know, just checking before we cross the border.”
     Jerry’s shocked reply of, “No man, I don’t,” did little to ease his fears.
     “I mean, if you do, no judgement from me, just toss it out the window now, before we get to the border. They will check us and we don’t want to go to jail, do we,” he rushed out, ending in a nervous titter.
     “Dude, I don’t use!”
     Jerry seemed honestly shocked that Mike would think this of him. He looked pained, astonished, and a bit desperate. Mike’s mind whirled. How could he verify this? What if Jerry was not telling the truth? He had no idea of what to do next so he plunged on, “I mean if you do have something, just throw it out the window. I won’t say a thing. I just don’t want to go to jail man!”
     The early bonhomie which had so marked their day evaporated in the blaze of mistrust and paranoia. The cab of the old truck filled with tension. The sweat of fear stood out on both brows. Mike feared apprehension and Jerry feared Mike’s sudden swerve into dark accusations.
     The bright flag waved them ever closer. The moment of reckoning pressed in sorely. Mind and heart racing, Mike desperately sought some leverage to wring out what he believed was an honest answer, “Seriously man, I don’t want to go to jail. So, if you have anything, anything at all that might cause problems, even so much as a roach-clip, just toss it out the window and we’ll be okay.”
     Desperation now colored Jerry'
s voice, “What do I have to do to convince you man. I DON’T USE DRUGS!”
     Caught up in the swirling chaos of fear and suspicion, knuckles white on the old steering wheel, Mike chocked out, “Dude, I am serious, I don’t want to go to jail so just let me know and I’ll slow down and let you deal with whatever you’ve got.”
     Nearly yelling, eyes wide with fear, Jerry choked out, “I’m so serious man. I don’t have anything on me! What can I do to make you believe me?”
     The line of traffic inched forward their turn would arrive soon. Desperately Mike sought for words strong enough to convey his deadly seriousness. He looked over at Jerry and hissed, “Dude, this is your last chance to get rid of what you may have. I want you to understand that I’m not going to jail for you. If you have something on you and they find it and arrest us, when they’re not looking, I will kill you. I want you to understand that.”
     White and panic stricken, Jerry croaked out, “For the last time, I don’t have anything on me.”
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     The Roadrunner watched the scrub next to the highway for possible prey. Its obsidian eyes
glittered in the bright afternoon light as it scanned the gravel for yet another lizard. The old Chevy growled crunching to a stop on the side of the road. Blinking the roadrunner watched as the passenger door swung open and a dusty boot stepped out onto gravel. A backpack and guitar case thumped to the ground a few moments later.
     “Hey man, I’m sorry. I don’t know what came over me.”

     “Yah, right. Good luck dude.” The old truck accelerated off in a small cloud of blue smoke as the roadrunner watched.

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